A time I've felt completely lost was last lacrosse season, I was not that good freshmen year and didn't take it serious. During my sophmore year I started to care more and try harder and did improve. My brother was a senior last year and I played lacrosse with him my whole life, during the senior night game it was my last chance to play with him. I played some varsity last year but we made playoffs and I wasn't good enough to play against the guys in play offs. I wanted to get a goal with my brother but I was to nervous and not good enough to make it happen. I went home that night destroyed and feeling compleatly lost because I sold my lost opportunity to play with him.